كلمات اغنية Not Ready To Die ماهر زين

Not Ready To Die ماهر زين كلمات

All those years took for granted just feeling fine

Never once did I think that Id need more time

I always thought I was bulletproof

Couldnt break me if they wanted to I

Was deceived by the man in my childrens eyes

I was hiding my weakness for all those years

I was told be a man never show your tears

Never thought I would fall apart

Was just relying on a beating heart now

Im feeling close to the end of this life

And my deepest fear is that

Im not ready to die

Im not ready to die

And if Im being honest with myself

I havent done enough I know Im

Not ready to die

Im not ready no

In this hospital bed I might lose my mind oh

Im thinking about all the people Ill leave behind oh

My two daughters and my only son

Im the person theyre relying on yeah

But Im reminding myself that this life here was never mine no Im

Not ready to die

Im not ready to die

And if Im being honest with myself

I havent done enough I know Im

Im not ready no

Oh

Weve all gotten that call

The diagnosis the accident

The moment everything falls quiet

I looked at myself in the mirror and I realised

Alhamdu lillah Im not done yet

And in that silent moment

No noise no distractions

Just some questions

Did I love enough

Did I cry enough

Did I hug enough

Did I smile enough

Did I allow myself to be forgiven and forgive others

Because that call doesnt lie

Its a wakeup call

Its a second chance I dont want to miss

I said to myself

If Im still breathing then I still have time

If my heart is still beating

Then theres still something left to give

And maybe not being ready to die just means

Im finally ready to live

Oh Im not ready to die no

Im not ready to die

If Im being honest with myself

I havent done enough I know Im

Not ready to die

Im not ready no

Im not ready no

Im not ready to die

But will I ever be ready